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It would be wise to keep some on hand as well. I imagine it will only get colder.

[ Not just for her, too. Like if half the house got mysteriously sick. ]

Even so...thank you. You've done more than just helping me stay warm. Like when we dealt with that ridiculous snow incarnation of Zarkon and--

[ ...Hm. Speaking of "out of his element". She's been avoiding bringing it up for a while now, but unlike the carnival, it's a little more difficult to pretend that nothing happened at the club. ]

--...actually, I should use this opportunity to apologize as well.

It probably will. Sit tight, I'll go grab some now.

[He's about to stand up, about to go and grab the rice bags. But stops, as she continues, watching her face.]

Allura, you're my friend. You're one of my best friends. Did you really think I wouldn't? That'd... be like expecting me not to have a pulse, honestly.

[Hey he's a disaster, but at least he knows it.]

Apologize?

[ The oven had set them back a little--they are decidedly more expensive than Allura had been anticipating--but it was the right thing to do. That poor bakery didn't deserve the wrath of Snorkon anymore than anyone else.

But she can blame Snorkon's actions on...well, Snorkon. Her actions are her own. ]

Yes.

[ She sighs before looking up at him. ]

For my...actions when we went to that dance with Chloe.

[Maybe he should have picked a job with more stability. The school didn't seem to run as often as he'd thought -- but they'd be okay. At least they didn't need to pay for food or rent...]

[He pushes a hand through his hair, wondering where this was going.]

For your -- [Oh.]

[Oh that.]

[His face colors. And he drags his hands down it.] That... a lot happened there. I don't know how much any of us could control.

[She has nothing to apologize for, in his book.]

[ Yes, a lot happened. Much before and so much after. That night was a whiplash of emotions, but she had not crossed that line with anyone else. She is grateful for that, of course, but she does trust Shiro implicitly, but it still stands to be said.

She shakes her head. ]

Something was definitely amiss, however it does not change what happened. And...I am fond of you, Shiro. You are my best friend. And while at this point it may not be an issue, I still do want to be honest with you. And I do not want something to have a...negative impact on our friendship. I apologize if this is just coming off terribly...

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It's not, and it doesn't.

[His answer is automatic. Firm, and absolutely honest. It's not coming off wrong, or badly. It doesn't change anything. Not to him. It's what she says in the midst of it all that makes sure of that. You are my best friend.]

[That's still an honor. It's something he wouldn't dare throw away.]

[So he takes her hands, through the blanket if he has to. Something to make sure she knows how serious he is. This isn't meant to just appease her. This is really how he feels.]

Nothing is going to change how much I care about you. How important you are to me. Not this, not anything.

When I say you don't need to apologize, that's why. [A squeeze of her hands. His head tilting slightly, to look her in the eye.] It happened, it wasn't either of our faults, and we still care about each other.

That's all I need.

[ His assertion that it's fine is as much as she expects of him, but it's when he takes her hands that she raises her gaze back to his once again. Whatever worry she still has--and the awkwardness of having to discuss this in the first plcae--dissipates slowly as he speaks.

She finds herself smiling and squeezes his hands in return. ]

Thank you, Shiro.

[ So she leans forward, pressing her forehead against his for a moment in silent solidarity. When she speaks again, her voice is a little quieter. ]

In some part of my heart I knew, but hearing you say that makes all the difference.

[Really, he needs to stop using that phrase. One of these days, it's going to be banned from his vocabulary. But not now. Now is for assuring here there aren't any hard feelings. How could there be? With everything they've been through together, with all their promises to each other... it's not possible to be angry.]

[Or even resentful.]

[One of his hands lifts off hers, cupping her face. His thumb running just under her cheekbone.]

You never need to thank me -- remember? Not for anything. [He shifts, in an echo of what she'd done in their shared dreamscape, in the moment she'd murmured "you found me". It's nothing to press a brief kiss to her forehead. Returning the favor.]

Then I guess I should say it more often.

[ Her smile lightens fondly at that. Yes, they have promised many things to keep them both afloat, especially when they did not have so many of their friends and teammates around. As selfish as it may feel, she is glad to have them, but Shiro has been there since she arrived in this strange place. Her journey in Deerington would doubtlessly be very different without his support.

The gesture doesn't make her flush like it might have at the club. Instead she takes it as it is--sweet and comforting and it warms her heart. Allura lets out a huff of a sigh. ]

I'll allow it, if at least we can replace one of your other catch phrases.

[It had been painfully lonely when he first got here. He hadn't realized how much until the day he saw her again. Until they were back in each others' lives. She's always been dependable, always been at his side -- and vice versa. He'd do anything for her.]

[And she did it in return.]

Don't take "form Voltron". I'm just getting used to how it sounds.

[Oh he knows what she probably means. But this is lighter. Easier to say aloud.]

[ It is, certainly. And Allura is glad to let the conversation go in that direction. She laughs lightly and shakes her head. ]

I am too glad to let you keep that honor.

You don't think we should give it to Hunk?

[It's an old joke between them all. How their teammate desperately wanted to be the Head. But in his beloved Yellow.]

That would "make his day", wouldn't it?

[ She does remember how eager he had been to "form the head", but to be fair, all the Paladins had been struggling in the beginning. Even Shiro, though he arguably picked it up faster than anyone else. In no small part because of his dedication to the position. And that is precisely why he was chosen for it.

No, fated for it. ]

But he performs admirably as a leg. And you give excellent head.

Hah, it really would.

[The mental image of Hunk getting to live out his dream makes him grin. Almost laugh -- in that genuine amusement sort of way. Sometimes he'd be glad to hand over the mantle. Sometimes. But not usually.]

[This is his responsibility.]

[He opens his mouth to answer, but... that last comment. That just shuts him up. Instantly.]

I... Allura who... taught you that.

Hm?

[ Allura blinks. ]

Did I use that incorrectly? It seemed appropriate.

It's... ah.

It's slang. For... certain. Intimate things.

That you do.

With a partner.

[Please kill him.]

Oh.

[ Oh.

Oops. ]

...I had thought it seemed a little too convenient for Voltron's purposes.

Yeah ... it... mm.

[He blows out a breath.]

Let's pretend it didn't happen?

Yes...

[ How awkward. ]

I apologize. I've made things very uncomfortable.

Hey. Come on now.

Do I look offended?

[Maybe embarrassed. But... no. They're fine.]

[ Allura blinks. Then smiles lightly. ]

I suppose not.

[ Which is a relief. ]

Have we finally reached that point of being unable to truly unnerve one another?

Maybe we have.

Wouldn't be a bad thing. Would it?

[Though he's sure there's probably more human things somewhere that could unnerve her...]

Not at all. I rather like having someone I can feel comfortable around.

[ It's her turn to take his hand. ]

You've been with me through the worst...at my worst. I've always trusted you, but you've proven that trust right again and again. In light of that, a few misplaced Earth words don't seem so bad.

Yeah. So do I.

[His fingers curl around hers, out of reflex.]

And I hope I never lose that trust. I don't think you could do anything to... so here's hoping I can reciprocate.

I meant what I said. You mean the world to me. You're incredible... and I don't know what I'd have done here without you. Or back in our universe.

[ Goodness, Shiro. Now you are going to make her blush. Please ignore the fact that it makes her pink markings a little luminous. ]

You're giving me far too much credit. But I won't say that I mind hearing it.

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